Proximity

Interesting how, when imposed, proximity makes us feel the imminent instintive necessity of running away, immitating a pair of natural opposite forces. Yet when proximity hesitates, staying beyond our reach though close enough to be certain it must arrive, one craves for it with an almost innconscious, almost unnoticed, animal desire. Forced, artificial proximity awakes secret awkwardness, a feeling of ficcion, of it all being fake, made up for an unexisting audience. But the slowed-developed, softly aroused, young desiring longing for proximity, can make it a fulfilling utopia.